Miscellany Monday

1.) Osama Bin Laden

I'm not going to say "woo he's dead" because my mind doesn't think like that. I'm tired of everybody else saying that. I hate the whole death thing and never wish it upon anyone. No matter how mentally disturbed and wrong they are. I do believe they should be punished though. Locked up, chained to the floor so they can't ever escape, lol but no death penalty. I just think it's sick and wrong to cheer about the death of somebody. But on the other side I want to cheer for the love of my country. Not because he is dead but because our country is free from a terrorist. He caused so much harm to us. I don't think anybody who was alive for the 2001 attack has forgotten about it. I was only 9 and I still remember that day perfectly. I even poem about the tragedy because my heart was so broken from all of it. I love the United States with all of my heart and I'm so glad that we're free from his threats.

2.) Finals

My math final was today. I think I did good but I can never be too sure! Every time I assume I did excellent, turns out I didn't. Who knows. Another semester of math wont hurt if I ended up failing. Well today I had an emotional moment because this school year for half of it, I had a fling with a guy. I didn't know it was a fling I thought we would fall in love and get married and all the things a girl hopes for but never says out loud. But apparently I was a fling, and he left me for another girl. (third time this has happened, udk how awful it makes me feel) We had math together and Idk I kind of had this inch of hope that one day after me going out of my way to look gorgeous, he would at least speak to me again. Today was the last time I saw him and the last time I most likely will. It just broke my heart driving home thinking about that but it is all good in the hood

Happenings this week

Orthodontist appointment. Yeah, that's nothing to look forward to, but hopefully these people finally do something about my teeth. (you would think after a year they would) Their terrible doctors! Their for low income people, yet they charge exactly the same amount as regular income so I don't know the point in saying that. But I think I can sue them if they totally damage my teeth, right? ugh. Enough about this. Cinco De Mayo and the Wedding. My moms fiancee's brother's son (step cousin) is getting married on Friday and the rehearsal dinner is on Cinco De Mayo so it's kind of like a Mexican themed night. I'm excited. I love Mexican food but honestly I don't know why the to be bride and groom decided on Mexican food before the big day. But it's fine by me hehe