Jun 28, 2016

Nobody Likes You When You're 23!

...Blink 182 got it right when they said that...

In this year since my 23rd birthday, I haven't had much of a social life or any fun. I can honestly say this is one year that I won't want to relive.

I am currently taking a cell phone break for a week. I will still text and make phone calls if needed, but I'm not going to just sit around with my phone in my hand. I am going to find entertainment with my arts and crafts, do some of the things I've had on my to do list, and if that all gets finished, I suppose I will find free things to do around town. I want to enjoy life again, not consume myself with modern technology. What's the fun in that?

Currently, I am on my laptop writing this blog post. I had this blog deleted but then I brought it back. It has been with me through the years and I may not use it as often as I'd like to, it's still my blog and once I get into the swing of living life again, I will be using it more frequently with pictures and updates. I'm excited.

anyway, I just thought I'd write a little update. Time to start being productive!

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May 4, 2016

Rain Rain Go Away

...come again on a work day!

Hello all - I'm feeling a little bit better since the last time I wrote. 

see, I'm smiling and what not. That's the magic of getting your eyebrows done, lash extensions, and some vitamin D!

Today is not a tanning day! It has been raining since I opened my eyes this morning. I've been in bed for the majority of the day playing on my phone. I'm currently watching the Little Mermaid. I hate that I'm not able to lay out my last day before going back to work, but they say it's healthy to have one day in bed once in a while. Today is my day!

I spoke with the landlord of the house that I'll be renting and he said that everything should be ready by Tuesday. I was able to get ANOTHER extension for the chickens until Tuesday so I'm really hoping this guy knows what he's talking about I am so ready to move.

I'm not too upset that I won't be starting classes on Summer 1 anymore. It will give me time to save a little bit more money and enjoy Summer before devoting my life to school and work. It will be okay. Everything happens for a reason. I'm still going to the online school presentation thing tonight to get educated on online classes. Gotta take notes!!

Alrighty well, I'm back to work tomorrow!! Hope everybody has a good rest of the week and weekend!!

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May 2, 2016

Now it's a Waiting Process

Happy May!

I know I'm a day late but it's hard to find time during the work week since I have so much going on. Remember last week how I was talking about all my exciting plans? They've been put on a pause for the time being.

-The house I'm going to be renting is actually in the process of being purchased by the man who's going to be renting to me. I don't know why he posted it on Craigslist if he wasn't near ready. I have to be out on the 6th, today is the 2nd. He's still waiting for it to close and then he has to get the paper work and it's just a big process. He guaranteed it will be ready for me by the 6th but it doesn't feel like it will. I stopped looking because this was a pretty set deal. Now it's getting close to Friday and I don't know what I'm going to do if it isn't ready.

-School? Well, I logged into my college website today and all of a sudden it's telling me that I can't take classes until I meet with my counselor. The earliest appointment they had was the day after classes start. I guess I won't be doing Summer 1 now.

Basically I am so ready to get out of my parents house despite the whole rooster situation these last few weeks have just made me resentful to them. I was playing babysitter for my mom again last night. It wasn't nearly as bad as it normally gets but I get nervous when I wake up to the smell of smoke and banging through the house, screaming every minute, etc. Her fiancé, just ends up leaving with the dog. Some man! I love my mom deep down, but I'm so tired of her immaturity with her issues. She's gotten help countless times and falls back into the same pattern. Her fiancé always ends up leaving. It's ridiculous and then when she's sane, they'll gang up on me to harass me - insult after insult. I stay to myself. That's just what makes them bond, being negative towards me. It's getting old.

-I am in the process of losing weight again. AGAIN. I've been on a constant on and off diet since I was 18 and I'm getting a little mad at myself at this point for not being able to stick to it. Like I was completely good for the last four days, but today I binged. But now, I don't plan on doing that again. It's really an ongoing battle with me. I don't know.

I guess you can say this is my stressed post for the month. I'm hoping I'm just having a day and everything will be better tomorrow. I'm praying everything works out for the best as a matter of fact. I'm going to take a shower and paint my nails. I shall write again tomorrow with some good news I hope.

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