Bunny Job, Hair, Blah

Yep that's me, one of the Easter bunnies at the mall. Don't laugh. I work on the set too but between people calling out, and the one girls hate for wearing the costume. I kind of got thrown into playing the bunny! But that's okay. It's 75 more cents an hour than I make working on set. The costume really is one big sweaty mess but the kids excitement when they see the bunny is absolutely beautiful. This job will be ending on Saturday. I'll miss it. It's been really fun.

I dyed my hair dark. I miss my blonde hair but my dark roots were getting over barring  So many people have said they like it like this, but it just doesn't feel right. I'm slowly starting to get used to it though.

I've been feeling out of it. I don't know whats wrong with me. My heads not here and everything just looks like a big blur. Yesterday I wasted a half tank of gas driving around not knowing where to go. I ended up stopping at the mall. Walking from one end to another. I didn't want anything. I don't know why I went but I went. I ended up buying chick-fil-a. And sat in my car eating it. I wasn't even hungry. Then I went thrift shopping. I don't even need more clothes. But I ended up buying. I haven't been talking in my happy bubbly voice. I've been talking. . normal. I haven't smiled either. Unless I forced it to be nice. I usually smile and laugh at everything. What's wrong with me? :-((