May 20, 2012

Rest in Paradise, daddy.


I think I'm so drained right now. On Friday my daddy passed away. Saying the words passed away and the "d" word hurts so bad when I say them so I've just been saying "He left" or "went away". But you probably wouldn't have known what I meant if I said that. He was the best dad ever. The best man I've ever known. His heart was so big and he was so strong. He was the funniest person ever. I took all of this for granted sometimes. It's not fair to lose a parent while your still young because your still kind of going through that phase where you think your parents are so annoying. So it leaves you regretting not answering phone calls or not laughing at jokes. I wish he would call me one more time. I'm never going to here one of his hilarious jokes again. I miss you so much daddy :( I'm never going to get over you being gone.

10 comments:

Rachael said...

Sorry to hear about your loss. Sending thoughts to you and your family.

Ashley's Journey In Life said...

I am so sorry to hear about your loss! Sending thoughts and prayers to you and your family during this time! ((HUGS))

Monica's Notebook said...

I am so incredibly sorry. You are such a strong girl, and I know your dad is so proud of you and is watching over you now. Praying for you and your family <3

p.V.e said...

I'm so sorry for your loss :( You and your family will be in my prayers.

Sara Lynn said...

I am so sorry for your loss!

Andrea said...

i'm sorry for your loss

janinejuice said...

I am so sorry to hear that. I lost my dad a few years ago too when I was 15. It is honestly the hardest thing you ever have to deal with. It also made my family a lot closer though. That may sound cheesy and stupid but it is very true. I know you'll be ok <3

Demi Mist said...

I am really sorry.

Emily said...

So sorry to hear this! No one can take the pain away, but at least you have wonderful memories. i'm sure he will be greatly missed by all who knew him.

Anonymous said...

Sorry to hear about this loss of yours I know how you feel I'm 19 and I also lost my dad recently.. My dad passed away in December just 2 days after Christmas