I think I'm so drained right now. On Friday my daddy passed away. Saying the words passed away and the "d" word hurts so bad when I say them so I've just been saying "He left" or "went away". But you probably wouldn't have known what I meant if I said that. He was the best dad ever. The best man I've ever known. His heart was so big and he was so strong. He was the funniest person ever. I took all of this for granted sometimes. It's not fair to lose a parent while your still young because your still kind of going through that phase where you think your parents are so annoying. So it leaves you regretting not answering phone calls or not laughing at jokes. I wish he would call me one more time. I'm never going to here one of his hilarious jokes again. I miss you so much daddy :( I'm never going to get over you being gone.